Thoughts of You

by Morning Song

I close my eyes to meditate
thought of you fill my head
Trying to connect to the Earth Mother
I'm scared and full of dread
She fills my being with pure energy
From the depths of Her earthly bosom
She tells me Hold On, Have Patience
If Tender one and I are to blossom
Tears fill my eyes, spill from my lids
Thought of me fill my head
That in such a very short time
You've snuck inside and stirred my mind
I tried to sleep last night
and found that I could not
No contact from you, no lovely voice
I tossed and turned and stared at the clock
So I took some of your writings
to hold you closer to me
and crept downstairs to hear your voice
messages on my answering machine
Your voice how it soothed me
reminders of talks that we've had
I read your writings and soon I was no longer sad
Then I slept, finally, my pillow on the bed
and running through my mind
Thoughts of you fill my head